I'm New Here and Need Help and I Feel Like You All Can Asssit
Idk what I’m doing so I’m sorry if I’m breaking rules. I’m desperate at this point.
My question is: where is the billions of dollars meant for housing for no/low income, disabled people really going (gone) to in Hamilton County, TN, bc it sure as hell isn't going to housing for low/no income, disabled, single, white females unless they have several illegitimate children, or are drug addicts/alcoholics, and even then, there are still millions of dollars “missing….”
Due to my illness, I have a lot of time on my hands as I lie in “bed” crying in pain so to distract myself, I read and I research. I follow the money and the “math ain’t mathing,” and I’m disappointed, disgusted, disheartened, and I’m pissed!
There are billions of dollars that are unaccounted for (I know where much of it is but I fear for what’s left of my life if I say too much. I’m scared to post here or anywhere but I’ve had it so I’m trying not to say to much….)
Anyway, billions of dollars are “missing…” and meanwhile, I’m dying from colon cancer (that never should have gotten this bad), am now homeless with an eviction on my record (that never should have happened bc for FOUR YEARS as my illness got worse, I begged like a dog for assistance after my mom died due to "covid," and i had no other family left, but I was ignored, lied to, and treated worse than a stray dog).
i am pissed and i want the corruption and fraud to be exposed, i want justice, i want the nonprpfit thieves to be in prison. But most of all… I want a home and a bit of privacy again.
I used to be someone. Until I wasn’t. And anyone could be in my place one day, and so many don’t realize it. I didn’t until it happened to me.
It’s the most inhumane, shameful, terrifying, dehumanizing, nightmare I cannot wake up from and I don’t understand how so many nonprofits, churches, charities, foundations, organizations, housing authorities, government officials, etc., cannot put themselves or their loved ones in our shoes for a moment in order to demand answers and justice. In order to do the right thing.
I even considered taking drugs so I could get into a halfway house but f$ck that! I shouldn’t have to pretend I’m an addict or an alcoholic to get basic human needs! I’m 44 and have worked since I was 14 years old. I haven’t been on welfare. I’ve helped anyone in need when I had extra. I still do! Why should I have to pretend to be crazy or a drug addict do have a roof over my head??
Please help. Thank you
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